-Valintine 2006-

valintis day...happy...yeah right...how can someone who has been hert so many times be happy on such a day. how can somone whos heart has be riped clean out of ther chest and shred to peaces even smile on such a day...this so called day of happyness and love...HA. what ever...
to feel the pain i have gawn through
to see everyone happy on that day other then myself
to only feel alone....how can this day be happy at all?
love...
i'll admit...i do wish i had someone to shair this day with. i wish that i would be like everyone ells on this day "happy and cheerfull" i wish...but it will never hapin.
i don't really mind but still
i would take the love of my friends over some...guy who just wants to tare my alredy wonded sperit apart and watch me suffer...i know my friends would never do that to me...
i hope they wouldn't...
my heart has been hert so many times i don't know how much more i could take befor i just give up...

and now a song that inspierd part of this pic...i like it....


SMILE EMPTY SOUL

"For You"

i waited for you
i died inside my own head
and i'd die again for you

i'm faded and tired
completely uninspired
and i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed

i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees

why's it always have to be me
that's always left out to burn and
i'll never learn


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befor anyone spazes out and gose on an "OMG ARE YOU OK" freek out. yes i am fine i just know that valintines day is comeing clowser with everyday and well i don't really care for it too much to many bad memorries. but i'll be ok. you all have a lovely day

song "for you" (C) SMILE EMPTY SOUL

drawing and coloring (C) me

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